Opiate Dependence, Heavy Metal & the HotShit Pic Blog

Sitting here at 7am listening to Hell Awaits by Slayer, played neighborhood-disturbingly loud, I contemplate my soon to be turned upside down gay life. I just realised that no gay guy I know actually listens to, let alone LOVES the band Slayer or any heavy metal band for that matter! Am I a freak in both the gay and metal world? Well? Anyway, after another sleepless night I've decided to talk to you about my drug addiction. I'm gonna let you into a part of my life I don't discuss here and that is Opiate Addiction. When I was 22 I was circumcised, prescribed Oxycodone and that was that...instant junkie. I was in love. The addiction quickly spiraled out of control and subsequently, so did my life, my relationship, some friendships and my great job as a Manager. I lost it all due to being so high every day. I was ALWAYS high, from the moment I got up I would swallow handfuls of codeine pills or cold water extract the codeine as liquid. Don't get me wrong, I was never on Heroin/Diacetylmorphine, instead I took Oxycodone, Morphine and Codeine, also Imodium/Loperamide during withdrawal as it is an opiate too and helped ease the symptoms. It was mainly codeine towards the end though due to it's easy over the counter availability. I took an average of 1200mg's daily for 2 years, was a regular at over 40+ pharmacies and after almost dying several times, I was urged to seek treatment, and was placed on Suboxone/Buprenorphine and my life immediately became a hell of a lot better. Years later, I am still an addict, on a higher dose than when I started, and staring my one week away detox in my eye. Next week I get a Naltrexone Implant by Dr George O'Neil in Perth. He actually invented the implant, so I feel very privileged to have him put the implant in place. One can no longer be physically opiate dependent whilst on Naltrexone, it is a guarantee against re-addiction. Fuck I wish I had have detoxed back in the past whilst still on Codeine. Buprenorphine is so much more potent than codeine can ever be and as a result, my addiction 'level' skyrocketed above what is was whilst on codeine. This means a hell of a withdrawal is due for me next week when I get my Naltrexone Implant. I am excited and preparing myself for the agony to come. As I've already been lowering my dose already I feel a constant slight withdrawal, a taste of what is to come once the implant is put in place. Enough of that but if you actually would like to read more about my addiction check out: http://junkieboyfromoz.blogspot.com it is my other blog, detailing my drug addictions. Off that subject and onto the next which is to say thanks to HotShit for the great wank material I lusted over last night! So many sexy pics of young men and their gorgeous packages, check out pic number 2 in the new post 'Part 2', FUCKING HOT, as are all the pics there! Props to HotShit!

Here's a few pics to say goodbye with...











Stay Sexy!

A Hot Wank - Edging Rules!

Last night I had one of the best wanks of my life...it went for two hours and I had a total of seven orgasms and one ejaculation at the very end. After admiring many hot delicious cock and bods in my favorite man blogs (see blog roll) I decided to go lay on my bed, switch on a decent porno (one where all the guys have massive 9+ inch cocks, and I get to dream that I could be fucked by each and every cock I see on the screen!) I crave cock 24/7.

As a practitioner of Taoist sexuality to certain extent, I can only achieve these full body non-ejaculation orgasms when masturbating, as the men I have sex with are simple fuck n' blow kind of guys, not that there's anything wrong with that but I love my sex and orgasmic feelings to last as long as possible. Practicing edging is a must for a truly great orgasm. I basically masturbate to just before 'the point of no return' and stop the stimulation, when done correctly, your cock will proceed to throb with an orgasm but no ejaculate if you control and squeeze your PC muscle. (The PC is the muscle we use to squeeze our rectum or hold on for a piss). Doing this procedure allows one to have as many orgasms that get stronger each time, and if they wish, blow one huge load after having the desired amount of orgasms. Thank God for my penis and my hands, thank God for cock! Amen-Ra!

Some Pics - The first one is me.



I would LOVE to bounce on this fine cock below:


If only I could also bounce on this...


Stay sexy all you lovely men!