Opiate Dependence, Heavy Metal & the HotShit Pic Blog

Sitting here at 7am listening to Hell Awaits by Slayer, played neighborhood-disturbingly loud, I contemplate my soon to be turned upside down gay life. I just realised that no gay guy I know actually listens to, let alone LOVES the band Slayer or any heavy metal band for that matter! Am I a freak in both the gay and metal world? Well? Anyway, after another sleepless night I've decided to talk to you about my drug addiction. I'm gonna let you into a part of my life I don't discuss here and that is Opiate Addiction. When I was 22 I was circumcised, prescribed Oxycodone and that was that...instant junkie. I was in love. The addiction quickly spiraled out of control and subsequently, so did my life, my relationship, some friendships and my great job as a Manager. I lost it all due to being so high every day. I was ALWAYS high, from the moment I got up I would swallow handfuls of codeine pills or cold water extract the codeine as liquid. Don't get me wrong, I was never on Heroin/Diacetylmorphine, instead I took Oxycodone, Morphine and Codeine, also Imodium/Loperamide during withdrawal as it is an opiate too and helped ease the symptoms. It was mainly codeine towards the end though due to it's easy over the counter availability. I took an average of 1200mg's daily for 2 years, was a regular at over 40+ pharmacies and after almost dying several times, I was urged to seek treatment, and was placed on Suboxone/Buprenorphine and my life immediately became a hell of a lot better. Years later, I am still an addict, on a higher dose than when I started, and staring my one week away detox in my eye. Next week I get a Naltrexone Implant by Dr George O'Neil in Perth. He actually invented the implant, so I feel very privileged to have him put the implant in place. One can no longer be physically opiate dependent whilst on Naltrexone, it is a guarantee against re-addiction. Fuck I wish I had have detoxed back in the past whilst still on Codeine. Buprenorphine is so much more potent than codeine can ever be and as a result, my addiction 'level' skyrocketed above what is was whilst on codeine. This means a hell of a withdrawal is due for me next week when I get my Naltrexone Implant. I am excited and preparing myself for the agony to come. As I've already been lowering my dose already I feel a constant slight withdrawal, a taste of what is to come once the implant is put in place. Enough of that but if you actually would like to read more about my addiction check out: http://junkieboyfromoz.blogspot.com it is my other blog, detailing my drug addictions. Off that subject and onto the next which is to say thanks to HotShit for the great wank material I lusted over last night! So many sexy pics of young men and their gorgeous packages, check out pic number 2 in the new post 'Part 2', FUCKING HOT, as are all the pics there! Props to HotShit!

Here's a few pics to say goodbye with...











Stay Sexy!

Speedos and Bulges - Offensive? Not HERE!

It appears most women in Australia and a lot of men too (mainly straight), seem to have a major problem with the speedo. They claim the bulge looks disgusting, so I must ask myself why are these losers even looking at the men wearing said garments if they hate it so much? Why hate a mans bulge with a passion. If a woman isn't a lezzo then why hate a bulge? They like the cock behind the fabric, so what's wrong then? I think these people are fearful, perhaps of becoming aroused, because they know deep inside that usually the men who wear speedos have the body to match and look HOT!

When at the beach or anywhere I adore looking at men in speedos or any type of underwear or swimwear, I just love looking at the bulges and letting my imagination of what their package looks like run rampant! I also love to gently caress a man in his underwear, and feeling/seeing his cock harden up as I gently stimulate him into a full blown erection and then gently bite his rod through his briefs, teasing and nipping him whilst softly rubbing the spot behind his knob. I then take his briefs off with my mouth, proceeding to go down on him...

I'd better stop! So finally I'd like to take a brief moment and celebrate the mighty bulge and speedo with a few pics!

The first pic is water printed with the owners site logo.

What's not to love about a package?



And a few more delicious bulges, imagine what's underneath!












For now, I shall continue to be eternally fascinated and driven to lust by the stimulating sight of a packaged bulge!

Stay sexy